Wednesday, May 1: Matthew 14– Time to be alone…

In a chapter filled with amazing miracles, it was an incidental comment that caused me to ponder and meditate today.
The chapter begins with an account of John the Baptists’ arrest and beheading. As Matthew transitions to the next story, he includes this brief notation: When Jesus heard what had happened, he withdrew by boat privately to a solitary place (13a).
This sentence infers that when Jesus heard what happened to John he needed some alone time. I suspect Jesus needed time to morn for his cousin, maybe time to make sense of the tragedy. In the wake of the Newtown, CT tragedy I know I needed time alone, to be by myself and try to make sense of it. At the time of a loved one’s death, many people need time alone to process.
What I saw in Jesus was the very human need to be alone and process the tragedy of His cousin’s death.
Unfortunately for Jesus His alone time never came. Crowds saw him leave and followed Him by foot. When He landed, a crowd was waiting so He gave of himself more by healing all the sick. Eventually He did the miraculous feeding of the 5000 so the people could eat.
He must have been exhausted.
Again I was struck by Matthew’s retelling of the evening after the miraculous feeding. Immediately Jesus made the disciples get into the boat and go on ahead of him to the other side, while he dismissed the crowd. After he had dismissed them, he went up on a mountainside by himself to pray. When evening came, he was there alone… (22-23).
Jesus finally got His alone time and He prayed. He spoke with His Father about the day, probably about the beheading of John and likely other things of the recent days.
What I realized is that Jesus not only needed alone time to recharge Himself, He needed alone time to reconnect with His heavenly Father, the source of life and strength and balance and….
What a tremendous example Jesus leaves for me, for us today.
Jesus, thank Your for being real and showing me how powerful time alone with the Father truly is…

May I learn from You and emulate You in seeking time with the Father, the Spirit and You in prayer regularly. Amen.

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